Cheers for all the supportive posts guys, things have really sunk in now and tbh its a fucker of a hard time but I'm gradually coming to terms with things.
With any luck I should be back to posting nonsensical bollocks all over these boards again soon!
'Nothing is true, all is permissible' (Hassan-i Sabbah).
Effectively swam there, only to find out they'd fucking closed Morrisons cause they had ne electricity. Also that red car at the back, water's up to the windows now ahaha.